Heartbroken people break hearts. Insecure people make others insecure. Sometimes people treat others how they were treated. Break the cycle.
You will not be left alone in the wilderness or humiliated, God has seen your struggle when others couldn’t. He is fulfilling every promise.
God asks that you surrender your dreams to Him for the sake of perfect timing, He does not ask that you bury them one by one as you age.
Refuse, with every fiber of your being, to live a ‘good enough’ life. Let Him process you and He will FILL your life with His glory & favor.