It's taking time to find my way, for sure. Becoming widowed is like half of your body is missing. You learn to talk, to walk... All over again. I've fallen down a few times but drag myself up from my heap of shame and regret to simply breath again. The mercy and grace that God extends to me while I find my way has been overwhelming. I'm climbing back, my friends. But have patience with me while I figure out who I am all over again.
I serve a risen Savior...
Today is an overwhelming day... My movie is #1 selling documentary. Tears roll down my face as I type this. Oh, the goodness and provision of God is amazing. At the same time - I grieve. I miss my husband. I miss my daughter... I have never claimed to be a perfect wife or mother. I have worked hard - but lost focus too often. But, I tell you this with all my heart: I love God. My life with Jesus is redemptive, restoring and gives me hope. HE alone has given me strength to stand, to press forward and to laugh - even in the dark. I love and appreciate you ALL.
I've been "unfriended" by many because I have an opinion! It doesn't bother me when we don't agree - it is the way of freedom and diversity. But let us never forget who the REAL enemy is....
We have a tough choice. Our Presidential candidates are simply a very pathetic choice. It could be that the Vice Presidential debate speaks volumes. Mike Pence was calm, polite.. he has a demeanor that simply presents kindness and a truthful reality. Tim Kaine was abrupt, rude, sipped water like a nervous lab rat. (Sorry, but I can't think of a better metaphor!) not to mention the debate moderator simply allowed this biased back and forth. For the first time in my lifetime - a Vice Presidential debate matters!
I'm going to put this jersey on, walk into Target and straddle a urinal. Because what a wear changes everything!! NOT!!!!! As much as I love Target. I will not shop there again. This stuff must STOP. Pardon my language - but how I feel and what I wear NEVER changes my body parts. If you have a penis - go in the mens room. And I know all gender confused people are not evil - but Target has simply opened the door to every pedophile and pervert out there. I will NEVER feel safe to take my sweet God-granddaughter in a Target bathroom. This transgender equality stuff is absolutely over the top crazy. God keep our young girls and boys safe and forgive this ridiculous politically corrected country. #boycottTarget