the 15 yr old boy crying "i want my daddy" the 4 year old girl saying "it's ok mommy, i'm right here with you"
If ur heartbroken today & weren't heartbroken yesterday or the day before, ur missing something & are most likely part of the problem.
The guy who killed NYPD shot his girlfriend first. Try not to ignore that. He is as crazed as school or movie theater shooters.